look at the time
super damn freaking weird huh.
no lah
my sis wanted me to do something
i only rmb like now
HAHA
opps.

actually i got nothing to say.
damn tired.

i really want to just dissolve,you know
but you dont,right?
cos nobody ever knows what i am feeling.
cos its not impt?
maybe.
or cos i mean nothing.

damn moody these few days
where i want to just simply disappear
simply hide and sleep the whole day.

i sound cheery
and happy.
ever think that i arent actually?
cos you didnt ask,
didnt bother to care.

cos it has never been me
it has always been you, her, she, he, him, them, they or it.
it has never been mine, me and myself
i hide all my probs, hide all my sadness,
hide all my moodiness

cos i dont know who to tell to.
without feeling like a nuisance.
without bringing other's moods down.

whoever i want to tell to.
not really willing to listen to me
that kind of feeling that i am actually talking to myself.
then make myself hurt once more
might as well dont say
lessen the pain:(

i have like one whole bunch of things on my mind.
problems, issues
moody, grumpy.
bother to ask me are you okay?

nope i guess not.