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Tuesday, May 20, 2008
@ 10:57:00 PM

i laugh
i chat
i giggle.

but i feel torn:((

so many things happen at once
i need a breather.

once again, i am alone:((
alone. being sad.
cant really find someone to share, you know?
no one really around.

family issues.
problems
suffocating me.

the i-dont-know-whether-i-am-able-to-handle issue,
the-i-got-no-else-to-turn-to feeling,
got disappointed many times.
i really really got no other plans.
i dont know what to do if this doesnt work out.

i dont even dare to think:(((


feeling terrible.
and its hard to keep up a brave front.

i dont know who to turn to.

its like a lost feeling:(((((

with people around me,
i still feel alone.

i hate this feeling:((((

about
you think you know me.


XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
create &inspire.