update for the whole week


monday
was a well rested day
crazy,
fun,
and most of all, i forget about what i was worried about, what i was sad about.

oh yah, did i mentioned that i took out my tamagochi to play again?
haha
damnm fun okay?!
(:


tuesday
DAMN HECTIC
i didnt sit for more than half an hour for the first half of the day
till around 530pm
yes, when all the sorting ended.
my legs were screaming
loudly.
cos the guys werent there
nobody to change shifts.
and only me and buddy to sort
jac wasnt there too.

almost killed myself
cos it seemed neverending.
oh well
lucky it passed with little problems
cos despite the heavy workload
at least i dont have to sleep at the company.

but i dont like it lah.
try standing for so long
leg pain hand pain
my body ached:(

wednesday
work still.
went back to normal, thank goodness
irritating though cos someone was there.

i think i eat too much
damn fat.

thursday
which was yesterday
normal the normal.
cracked jokes. laugh. talk. bitch.
finish.
except that I WAS DAMN FREAKING TIRED
couldnt talk much
was practically dozing off
BUT MANU WON!
YEAH WAS DAMN HAPPY
at least my lack of sleep was worthwhile.
cos I SAW THEM WIN!(:
bt you should my face on thursday
dont even bother communicating with me after lunch
my brain died.

today
same old same
was feeling
alone?
like many people around you,
but you still feel alone, you know?
its like you dont exist, and neither do the people
damn weird feeling.
and i hate it actually.
but ironically, getting used to it.

its like well, cant really do anything about it right?
and maybe i dont want to do anything about it.
maybe i like it actually.


maybe i am paranoid
or something.
or over sensitive
but i sense things people dont normally sense
hence, i do things in a different way
like i think of things that is damn weird or small.
before i start doing something

cos i never like what i do or say to affect another person negatively.
my conscious can never withstand that( but of cos that doesnt apply for BITCHES)

hence,
like i probably expect others to sense it the same way too
or do the same thing
but then,
not all people are over sensitive right?
infact it isnt a good trait at all
its a bad one.
but i really think that way.
not as in forcing people to think that way.
but sometimes, a little sensitivity will do just fine(:

but at the end of day,
whatever i am upset about, or disturbed
annoyed
it doesnt really affect my impression of anyone.
cos i never rmb why in the world i am upset about.
lost that feeling le(:


oh i got my ntu letter.
after so long and the lack of sleep
biological sciences.
wasnt my first choice, but its still a choice
and a good one.
so waiting for the next one.
the preferable good result.


after being so upset for so many days
close to the point of breaking down
i felt some revival.
from laughing too hard
talking too much

tmr's a new day(:

i cant wait for chalet
or fun things to happen(: