i just realised something while talking to vann
a short update for those who haven see me for many many weeks months or even years(:

i change
not appearances or height, sadly

but as in my way of doing things.

rmb how i used to pretend and smile and fake as if i like you oh so much even if i dont?
cos i would feel bad and stuff
now,
i dont give a damn
i dont bother to show the pretend fake smile anymore.
just stretch my lips
there, my definition of smile to you
or dont even pretend to talk to you and act like we are best friends.
dont wish to talk or even see
yes, i even ignored(:

and damn many a harsh words come out of my mouth.
thank you very much.

and i seldom dislike someone to extreme
no one in particular before that would make me cringe when i hear the voice
roll my eyes when i hear the voice
or see that person.
to put it simply,
i simply dont want to hear or see that person
or wish for the person to disappear out of my sight.

and yes,
now i had that.
that feeling.

SEE?
ichange
turn really really bitchy and bad now
:(
HAHA

so dont irritate me
cos i really do bite now(: