lets talk some serious stuff



watched the charity show

on the sichuan earthquake

had been actually reading the papers

everyday on the coverage of the aftermath of the earthquake



it feels

very depressing.

or maybe cos i am too emotional.



really very affected

the images, the stories of mother protecting their baby

the dead that will never be there anymore.

it makes me tear



super emotional huh?



its like we will only learn to treasure when some big thing happens.



feel disturbed by it,

like all those kids, people who die.

doesnt sound right or feels right at all.



and then again, natural disaster, it cant be prevented right?

worse.





when you asked

would you be appreciated for so many things you do that maybe not known?

are you appreciated?

i wouldnt answer

i hesitate

cos i dont really know the answer.

maybe cos its never verbally spoken.



van helsing is dman interesting.

my feelings are bruised
i am feeling hurt.
i dont want to communciate at all
i just want to disappear from this world, i mean it this time,
just dissolve.
just isolated from here.
i think i am in a dont break me, i am fragile state.

if only there is this someone.