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Friday, May 11, 2007
@ 10:43:00 PM

u told me to tell u whenever i am sad/unhappy/got problems
so i did
i told u everything
but now u refused to tell me anything
instead u showed me the annoyed face
can u guess how hurt i was?

i am NOT tele pathic
i am really NOT
i cant tell why u are feeling this way or that

i asked many times but u dont want to tell me

today, i suddenly realised maybe all along
i wast that impt afterall
maybe i dont hold a single importance
maybe i am a worthless and useless friend
i wasnt wanted at all
i feel such a failure

or perhaps i am one

i am not being randomly emotional
its something which i have been building inside me
everyone has a limit

next time i will just shut my mouth.
then i wont give wrong info
i am giving up


i am giving up
i am really giving up


unwanted, useless
maybe i wasnt good enough to be in the friendship.


10:43PM

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XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
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