sneezing
and sneezing
sniffling sniffling
that kind of sums up what i felt today
spent the whole choir today sleeping
sniffling
laughing

couldnt really sing,
most probably i will just go out of tune if i sing
and that is horrible
lol

really tired today
slept whole lot in school
choir breaks

choir-ring tmr and SUNDAY
lol
my beauty sleep gone
full dress rehearsal tmr
with my most hated court shoes
argh

syf is like 4 days away
seems like its just yesterday when i first heard of the songs
i cant wait for the concert to end too
i want my sleeep back

was rather moody yesterday and today
i got wayyy too high yesterday after school waiting for choir with jiahao xj and vannie
and thats after i was moody

today was relatively easy on my brain
cos maybe it isnt functioning well today
due to flu, cough and very groggy feeling

oh and i love beryl:)))

many a times, i think too deeply into things
many a times, it just isnt what it may appear to be like
dont judge anything by appearance

are we going up or down?
are we just going to continue like that?
are we going to continue the act of not talking to each other
or the act of pretending to be ignorant?
are we going to repeat the same mistake again?
are we going to walk down the same breaking up path again?
am i going to be hearing the same words again? ( i think i will throw a chair)
are i going to have to pretend everything is fine AGAIN?
do everythings just stop like that?
how do we go on from now?
i am looking at the dates flying by, wondering what the hell is wrong
got a problem with me, u tell me about it.
4 more days, but it doesnt seem to hold any meaning anymore
am i really that insignificant?

i think i am confused and a bit lost
argh

i shall go eat my chips

11:26PM