finally finally its weekend:)
phew
i can take a tiny rest now
this week was horrible
way horrible
hurt, sad, confused, tired
all feelings felt in one week

so i am happy that weekend came

slept only for 2 hours on thursday night
ended up being really grumpy on friday
and was pissed the whole day

and as what pop had said, my " male maid"(direct translation from chinese) helped me to carry my laptop for this whole week home
haha
so so so guilty i am
and so so sorry dear:(

next week is the final date for our elementz project
after that, say bye to the laptop
haha
and bye to insects
and bye to everything related to insects
haha
for once, i am not missing the insects
wohoo

this whole week was filled with presentation
presentation
and more presentation
present in front of the class, reading the article
present bio project
cat walk during oral lesson LOL
and i was asked as vann had kindly counted for me six times yesterday by my gp teacher for answering questions
most of which are those vann cant answer
and i know i will be asked
so when he start asking question
i will prepare my answer first
feel so much like battling in a war

sssp today was real fun
most probably cos xj jh adrian pop nat were there
making me and vann crack up every one hour
sssp wasnt so bad afterall
i managed to finish my maths homework
haha
went to eat lunch or late lunch with xj adg the mdoel student and vann
and ended up laughing a lot more until my jaw hurt
haha
i think being with our class guys mean that u will NEVER ever go without laughing
haha
which is pretty good cos u dont have time to feel sad

parents-teachers dialogue on friday was relatively good
waited and waited for mdm tay to have my turn
and ended up going home after 930pm
the teachers had wonderful comments of me
despite my terrible results for history and biology
making me feel so damn guilty
am going to study really hard now, no more slacking:)

pe was fun
playing games like badminton
even though i picked up the shuttlecock for almost whole of pe lesson
still, it was fun

is it ok to hold grudges
or not?
after talking to claud afetr random stuff these few days,
i kinda felt better
being virgos, she understood perfectly what i feel
and even feel the same way
she always manage to make me feel like the problem is going to be solved
i love her:)

feel like many times i am fooling myself
excuses excuses excuses
feeling tired
emotionally drained

trying so hard to be "high" in school
to be happy
most of the time i succeed
but this week i failed
guess i couldnt detach myself from the feeling anymore
guess it had reached to a certain limit

i hope hope next week would be good
its good to talk to beryl about many stuff thats bothering me
somehow, she manged to make me feel better
and made me realised a lot of things
with her no nonsense way of doing things
and i love her:)

nat just make me laugh like some crazy idiot
haha
and sms me in the middle of night with the msg that never fails to make me feel sweetened
love love

kris asking me to jiayou for elementz
love

i am currently craving for sleep
very
but i promise i will wait
cos soemone is not back home yet
missing missing
haha

shall go indulge in some coffee at this hour
:)

11:24PM