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Friday, April 06, 2007
@ 12:06:00 AM

i dont dont get it
why is life being such a bitch
why do so many things having to happen
why why do things only happen now

having heart to heart talks with the girls
kinda make me feel better

but there is still this unsettling feeling inside me
its like i know something is going to happen
something either good or bad
and i am worried and scared for whatever is coming
but as the phrase says" whatever that is to come
will come."

i cant present impromtu for nuts
i can only present when i am prepared when i know what i am going to say
so it isnt as if my presenting skills are lousy
my presenting skills are ok, are average
but not lousy

i dont know what to do what to think what to say
there are times when i really feel likehiding myself under the covers and sleep and not wake up
and this few weeks were the times


i am not petty
or maybe i am
and right now i dont give a damn

and i have to read an article during every ct period
read out to the class
oh thats so greatt
:(

12:06AM

about
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XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
create &inspire.