i am having random thinking again( while nursing my aching muscles, ouch)

i used to think that there arent that many problems to handle
friends, they are the easiest thing to handle
but now, i think otherwise
i think they are the most complex things
(but dont worry, i still love and adore my friend)

i used to think that people would at least care bout feelings and not to hurt them
and i realised that it isnt true
and i think even though it maybe just one person,
it is enough to hurt and stab right through my heart
and i am hurting

even after talking to claud and nat last night, i couldnt really get the hurt off my heart
and i couldnt sleep and couldnt stop thinking about it
i ws dead tired in the morning
and then after talking it out in class, i felt better
really really better
and then after that, i felt bad
LOL

suddenly i feel rather tired
haha
i wonder wonder......