it hurts it does
for once, it hurts so mucht that i ended up going to school today with black face

"showing true colours"
so aafter one freaking year, i have been faking my year through
i have been a totally fake person
and now i am showing my evil intentions
evil motives
:(
i dont think i am that evil am i?:(

it completely makes me sppechless when i read and the words sunk in:(
i think of all the hurt i have gone through
due to non existence of friendship
i never really think that i will be hurt by people whom i trust and care in jc
so yes, i was shocked and hurt:(
not angry but really hurt:(
i wouldnt harp on it again, but the hurt remains i guess:(

chem paper was relatively okay
for once, i think i am not going to flunk my organic chem
so i think my hard work paid off
like finally:)

not holding on to any hope for history
like what i had said before, i am just going to sit there try to write a little
and stone and then i know that i am going to get a U for it
i suddenly think that getting a mc doesnt look so bad afterall
but i dont think i can pass my own hurdle..my conscience:(
and pangsehing beryl and ritesh
and feeling guilty
ohhhhhh crap:(

bio tmr
i think i am pretty prepared for tmr
for some weird reasons
anyway whenever i think i am prepared, i always flunk the paper
LOL
was trying really hard to stay awake last night to study chem
yet, halfway through, i am already dead asleep
i think i am reaaaaally sleep deprived
i need sleep badly
badly badly
and shopping:(
i think since this year starts, except for new year shopping, i haven done any shopping
i have my pay
but no time to shop
waaaaaay weird

thanks claud nat kris vann
who are always there for me especially when my face look so black today
and make me laugh loads
LOVE YA GIRLS:)

i am waaaay tickled by what you do
haha
how can u just run away like that?
oh my gawd, soo evil:)
haha
but well, she deserves it i guess:)
lol
ten more days:)
11 more days:)
seven seven:)

oh why am i biased vann??
haha
no i am not
cos i love ya waaaaaay too much:D

battling bio and maths
two down, three to go:)
hang in there 222:D
SSSP-free:)