you are oh so right claud
i do cry when i get stressed
when the stress is to the extreme
but i always do one thing when i am stress but not to extreme
sing my lungs out
LOL
i just blast my stereo and sing my lungs out

the only thing i know how to do when i feel hurt is
cry
LOL
it sounds really kiddish
but i believe that when u cry out,
u are crying ur hurt and pain out
and then feel better after crying
:)
my imagination
but i always feel better after crying it out
i think thats what cause my eyes to be so damn small
LOL

bio was horrible
horrible horrible
i think nat, i can start thinking about what to eat for breakfast every sat morning
count me in too
the whole essay qn i was stuck
now i regret not doing the evolution qn
why in the world did i go and attempt the 20 marks essay
when i know nuts about it
instead of a 3 part qn which at least i know a bit here and there
i think i lost my mind in bio paper
the only structured qn i am satisfied with is my nervous control qn
cos that was the only topic i knew
so so pathetic

history tmr
what hope am i holding seriously
i throw away arab-israel war
cos it is bloody dumb
and long and confusing
so i ended up with kashmir war
rise of religious fundamentalism
asian financial crisis
nationalism
political structure
and the test is tmr at 1pm
i think i can just study through the night without sleeping
which is bloody impossible
these few days, i have been surviving on 3 hours to 4 hours of sleep
loads of caffeine
loads of jiayous and u-can-do-it mantra
loads of chocolates
loads of ice cream
loads of chips
loads of water
and i think i am getting fatter
i was bloody eating ice cream at 330am thismorning
oh goddddddddddddd

one more freaking day
and i can sleep
four down one to go
i cant wait for history to be over
really really cant wait
i think i am losing my mind over block test
and everything
especially irritating pest
vann should know
idiot

and my com is currently lagging
and everything makes me pissed now
the pest my com
LOL

i love to listen to u claud:)
and claud u are loved dont worry:D
i guess when u actually listen to people, u kind of forget all the problems all the stress
and for some warped reason, i always feel better when i listen to people
cos i know that i helped in some way, even if its just tiny one
and that makes me more happy
:)
i am weird

oh god
i rmb something
i was flicking my pen cap while doing my maths paper
and accidentally flicked it too hard
so it flew up
i mean literally flew up
and drop on one of the girl's table who is one row below me
and diagonal across
apparently i think it shocked her so much
that she actually jump form her seat
and gt waaaaay shocked
and i dont mean it
really
anyway people were laughing at me
LOL
i dont mean it
and god, i wanted so much to laugh out loud
but i settle for biting my lips to stop from laughing
haha
i think i am jinxed to do embarassing things

heres what i planned today
studying from 8pm all the way to 12 midnight
sleep for 3 hrs
wake up at 3 am
and then continue to study till when i leave my house for lunch with claud they all
oh god
dark circles
dark dark circles

good plan but tired plan
LOL
i am sleep deprived and i am high
cos caffeine
makes
me high

call call call me
LOL
i am deprived of calls
haha
:)