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Saturday, March 24, 2007
1:10am @ 1:06:00 AM

i feel guilty
i dont know why

i dont feel any happiness
i dont feel happy at all when i gt my results
ok maybe a bit
but somehow or rather, i felt guilty
i felt like some "traitor"
and vann thinks i am mad
but i dont know
but all i know is i got kinda down

i guess when everyone is happy, it makes it even more sweet to be happy
but when it isnt, there is no point of being happy
there really isnt
and i can think of cases when a person is happy because almost everyone is unhappy
yes, i think i can
( if u can catch my hint)
i dont mean to sound harsh
or evil
but if u really went through the many many times and stupid ridiculous nonsensical things and conversations like i do during last year and this year
u would think like i do now
and it kinda brings me down a lot when i think of them
and i still feel hurt now and then:(

as i was saying
i feel guilty
hence my not very happy face during chem, vann
and i feel really really bad
and i dont know why am i feeling that.
i guess i am too emotional
or i am just thinking way too much
or i am being too hyper sensitive

222.lets work hard tgt
i am sure we can do it
hang in there people
dont give up
we gurantee plus chop can do it de
whoosh:)
i love 222:D

i got this warm wuzzy feeling
and guess what, i always had it when i talk to you:)
get get get well soon:)

was having gastric pain the whole day:(
there is seriously something wrong with me:(

8 more days to go:)

oh my freaking gawd
we are supposed to do bio project now and supposed to hand up tonight
or rather this morning since its alrdy 1am and hence 24 march
and jialiang slept before we finished before 1230am
and how are we going to finish?
and he is the one who proposed to the project till 2am
and look who is sleeping now
i am like falling asleep in front of the com
my eyes are dry and i am nodding off
on the bright side, since pop sleep, we can all go to sleep

shopping movie-ing tmr:)
i want to watch mr bean and laugh myself crazy
haha
i want to shop for new things
and i bought another new organiser
and a pouch today
which is oh so cute
new organiser
i wonder how many i have to buy for one year
LOL
if u lose ur organiser
whats the organiser used for then?
LOL
me mememe the blur one
sleeping time
tatataa



1:10am:)

about
you think you know me.


XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
create &inspire.