at the rate i am going, there are only two words to describe: going mad
i probably need mental help
cos i am confused with what i am feeling
annoyed or disappointed?
irritated or feeling guilty?

i cant even realise what my feeling is
that just explain how terrible i am feling right now
feeling rather blah

there still this unsettled feeling
and it came back suddenly just now
kinda worried

i seriously am really lost
really really

breakfast with vann this morning
and xj and jiahao and later pop
love love breakfast
LOL

trying to finish bio project at vann house
but as usual we failed to do that
haha
and i felt rather stupid and idiotic
bleah:(

finished my slides and pop's slides alrdy
finally finally

chem was relatively easy on my brain
or maybe cos i wasnt doing any talking
keeping pretty quiet to myself today
mood swings:(

was really tired today
and i dont know why
guess thelack of sleep is slowly getting to me

gt to finish my gp essay:(
by next week
at least i am happy that i found a great article
a long loooooong one
one that sounds relevant
health issue:)
and i dont mind reading it out
haha

talking to claud always always make me feel better
cos she always manage to get some sense into my stubborn mind
haha
even though my ears hurt after that
haha
love ya dear:))

and oh happy 7 dear:)

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