this week was still as horrid as last week
i was feeeling oh so tired this whole week

lets see what i did:
monday
elementz presentation
quite jittery the whole day
worrying slides
worrying about presentation
about qna
about the coordination
about everything
read my cue cards many many many times
trying to memorise everything
skipped many lessons on that day
and sit in mr seoh's car to ajc
the long sleeved shirt made me super hot
cant stop sweating
waited for freaking hours
finally our turn came at 5pm
1 hour later than the original time
i think our presentation was good
we have only practised 3 times before it
so to have this coordination is really good

the judges were..........
lets just say i wasnt really impressed with their questions
esp. the conclusion thing

then the results
and i was really happy of the silver
seeing how we did last minute work
how we are being suaned and shoot from top to bottom for our slides 3 times we presented to yjc teachers
seeing how our report to them was a bunch of foreign words and really crap
even though at that time i think our report was really good
so yes, i was happy of the silver
and the very good report comment on the report itself
i am proud of my team G10
haha
that feeling of satisfaction was really making me quite high
then i thought of pop
of how many endless nights he spent editing report
and typing it out
and then reading through endless reports and sources
just to type the report
and i think he should be the happiest with the comment:)
kinda feel proud for him

Tuesday
boring day
not feeling in the right mood
exhibition was boring
sitting there wanting to sleep but cant
it looked awful if i were to sit there and start sleeping
and it was boring
and i wsnt feeling really happy

Wednesday
everything just suffocated me
if not for claud and nat and beryl, i would have died in school
claud's chocolates, nat's hug, beryl's comforting words
thanks babes
u guys just made me feel a lot better
it was horrible
and i made jiahao having to run 6 rounds
haha sorrry
cos i was late
LOL
getting the awards was i guess ok
feel a lot better after crapping it all out
thanks to claud and nat again for having to hear me crap


so thursday and friday were relatively easy
decided not to harped on it so much
just take it as it is
me and vann had a draw for 2 days
haha
i want vann to win:)

this whole week ws oh so tired
was practically knocked out at 9pm
once i lie on the bed, i slept
until it was time to wake up
tired tired tired

today's chem prac was the most torturous
i was almost falling asleep
get really high while doing the skill a
competing who write faster with jiahao
LOL
and then getting high with vann and nat

finally is weekend
oh and i saw the picture in the 17 mag
haha
get so high when i see his pic on the mag
lol
kris was so excited in seeing it too
haha
couldnt stop staring at it
i cant wait to crap to you
i cant wait to tell you all my probs
i cant wait to hear whats going on in your life
your school life
i cant wait to be able to be myself whether i am happy or sad
when i am with you
i cant wait to let you console me
i cant wait to see you and hang out with you
its just one week and i am missing you like crap
to think that i took your pen
haha

tmr tmr tmr
lets just have fun
:))

sssp tmr
choir tmr
chem tutorial tmr
hope that i dont get knocked out after 3pm
that would be terrible
homework piling up
haven got the time to sit down and clear it
argh

sometimes i am irritating
sometimes i am moody
sometimes i feel like i am an idiot
sometimes i am unreasonable
but thank god, u never leave my side
love you darl:)

always had loads of fun with 222
they always crack me up
love 222:))

10:30PM