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Friday, April 27, 2007
@ 11:04:00 PM
read pop's xanga
and feel like nowadays eevryone seem to be feling the same way( or maybe not everyone)
tired
tired
and more tired
cca coming syf upcoming concert
the never ending tests
the endless homework
it just keeps coming
everyone is feeling the heat
no matter how hard i try to keep myself happy( or at least fake), there are times where it couldnt be hidden
the feeling of tiredness
the feeling of annoyance
the lack of time?
my mum used to and still do nag at me
whenever i said i had no time to do this and that
she would nag at me
that this is just an excuse for being lazy
cos everyone has 24 hours
if others could find time, so could i.
what if there is only 2 options
do work study and sleep at 2 or 3 am
getting only 3 hours of sleep
or
dont do work get enough sleep
and wait for scolding by teacher
?
now life is a mess
choir practice is driving me insane
cos i just cant get the note
and being a perfectionist(claud, u know it best), i wanted to get the note pitch perfect
and i got really frustrated
set piece is hell
waaaaaaaay hell
not just the notes
the entries
the words even
make me have a headache
i suddenly thought of my old syf pieces which i sang during sec sch
and i still had the scores
and they seem relatively easy than this stupid set piece
cos its reaaaaally irritating
saw ex amkss choir instructor on thursday when we went vch for rehearsal for syf
damn freaking shocked
rehearsal at vch made me remind of sec 2 when i went there with amkss choir for rehearsal too
that was my first syf
i can even rmb the songs we sang
malay english and japanese songs
a bronze for the syf
the set piece was waaaaaay easier than now
syf during sec 4 was at sch
if i did not rmb wrongly
the songs were the best
set piece was a mixture of indian chinese english and malay in ONE song
a song named Gamelan which consists of 4 words ding dang dung dong
and a "rain"song which doesnt have words
but only loo loo
a silver for that year
that was my best experience of syf
and i loved our choir concert during sec 3
and the camps
silver this year?
pasigin deo gratias
song without words
praying that it turns out fine
and we get a silver
hope hope
schedules clash
lack of time
tired
rushig off here and there
are we drifting apart?
come to think of it, i haven seen you since last sat
haven talk to u since last sun
with only the occasional smses
are we drifting apart?
missing you
u are currently m.i.a
:(
history test was relatively easy
if i compared it to the essay test i always had
this was the firsttime i said a history test was easy
wohoo
and the last maybe
i miss shopping
i miss being able to sleep as long as i want
i miss my freedom
i miss being myself:(
an irony.
11:04PM
about
you think you know me.
XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy.
(:
about
you think you know me.
XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy.
(: