the blogger is crazy
lol

still rather sick today
but considering that i went ahead to eat mac even though i knew it would create havoc on my throat
its my fault that i am sick
i think i slept about 45 mins of the choir
or more
was woken up by a sms
i think it was either from jiahao or qingg
felt a little better after napping
but i still feel groggy:(
ate panadol
try to drink more water
which resulted in me wanting to puke
haha
felt better almost at the end of choir
could sing:))
costume check
the top is seriously making my scratch my skin out
the skirt is not allowing me to walk the normal way
the court shoes are making huge blisters on my heels
but other than that, its OK
lol
rushing rushing again
we are rushing to France! lol
i want New York

my stupid "low" voice is giving me a headache
how am i going to hit the high pitch
idiot

choir-ring tmr
at bugis
and my jacket:))
i cant wait
vannie!
lol

homework left untouched at all
i think i probably need a whole day to finish
argh and i dont have a whole day
unless i forgo sleep
but then, syf is like 3 days away
haha
gooood excuse

i love beryl
random i know
but something made me admire her oh so much more today
her courage and everything

syf syf syf
concerrrrrrt
get it over with quickkkkkk
lol
exciteddddd for syfffffffff
silverrr:)

tireddddddd tirrrrrrrrrreeed
ate a lot today
tryingg to stuff myself with a lot of fruits
for vitamins
and making myself sleep or nap or just simply lying ard
i love today
:)

i have gone waaaaay past the phrase of being insecure
what i have currently reach now is accepting and move on.
it seem like the easiest way out of the situation
so unless we really have something to hold on to and go on, i am just going to leave it as it is
and move on
and cry my eyes out yet again for failures
i wish it doesnt have to turn out this way
or maybe it doesnt really have to
so i am sick of waiting
and am going to make first move
take it or not
thats ur choice i guess

i rather do something and fail
than not doing something or trying something,thus not knowing whether i could succeed or not
yes, i rather be the former
my horoscope these few days explain totally how i feel
compromising sounds like some sick and irritating word for me
i am letting the balloons fly
maybe not pulling it back is a good thing afterall

i am going to be proactive for once:)

i cant wait for my jacket
i cant wait for every single shit to be over
not going to waste time dwelling

11:33PM