i just realised i didnt really blog about what happen on friday

so here it goes.

went breakfasting with huimin qingg vann
it became lunch though.
SUSHI!
:D

went met oh my wonderful 222 haha after that.
got shocked by twin, HER SHORT HAIR which of cos isnt real.
and i thought she looked so cool.

xj didnt change at all.
still the "shooting" person we know.
the laughters again:D

walked the same route back to school
how i miss it:(

the jitters began.
like how i was telling claud nat that i want to go home:(

mr lim started his talk
about the uni-s
the only thing i catch : the deadline for application.

prize ceremony for the many a's students went by
didnt really catch anything.

then it came.
like how reluctant i was to go to mr ong.
then when i finally went with the thinking" hecklah"
i cant get my results.
COS THEY SAY I HAVEN PAID MY SCHOOL FEES.
and i did.
with cheque.
have to go to the general office to settle it.
bloodyhell, my nerves were all frayed.

i didnt want to look at my results.
at least wait for a while.
but mr ong was like showing me" u see ah,...."
i was inching away from him cos i dont want to see lah.
but in the end, i gaveup.
and saw.
and stoned.
then when i turned around and face claud cos she was standing behind me.
my tears gave way.
just shock shock shock.
in the end went swensons with half of 222
not really in mood
was quiet at times.
and ate a lot.
venting?
maybe.

sat and sundays
were spent regretting a whole load of things i never did during my jc life.
like do more essays?
study hard?
but can just think and think and think.

feel directionless.
not really know which course i can get into.
its like betting.
u bet on one course
then another then another.
then u see which one u can get into.
whether u are lucky or not.
TOTO huh?

i am so procrastinating( and i say i wont do that BEFORE ALEVELS.)
i dread to go apply.
i try to push it away as long as i can.
oh man.
:(

NUS open house this sat
cross my fingers hard.
FASS please.

friday is going to be my last day.
weird though, i was hoping i can quit as faast as possible few weeks ago.
now i am misssing it:(
but the people lah of cos.
oh man, i am so gonna miss working with them:(
my buddy, my honey, my dage and all the nice nice officer and supervisors.

but i am looking forward to next mon
where i can
sleep till 2pm
eat
watch tv
stone
slack
listen to music.
like old times after a's.
:)

pay day TODAY!
wsnt a lot.
but well, better than none.
and already spend almost a bomb today
with photos
memory card.
booo:(

i wan t to go kbox
i want to shop.
to eat.
to sleep
many many things i want to do.

and of cos finding anothr job.
HAHA.

suddenly it feels like i reach th end of the road.
what with alevels results, then its like there is nothing to look forward to.
or like no goals.
except of cos after i apply, then the dreadful wait.

i might as well become a teacher.
haha
but wait, i am too blur.
later i forget to mark their work
or forget where i put.
or when my lessons start
at where.
oh my gawd.
LOL.


i like social sciences
think they are damn interesting.
human behaviour.
intriguing.

i want to end this post with pictures
hah
cos i have been wanting to post them ever since my honey send me
haha.

if the blogger allows me to
without messing up my format
which i think is highly unlikely.


okay cant.
stupid blogger.
RAHHHH.

post next time then.

i wish to forget about a lot of things:)