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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

@ 11:45:00 AM

sometimes when people have to say good bye, its sad

other times, it is happy

but thats rare

i always feel totally reluctant to say good bye

when i was young

when i go my aunt hse to play with my cousins

i always hate to go home

i hate to say good bye and go home

and now as i grow older

i also hate to say good bye to people to my very familar environment

when i go frm primary sch to sec sch, it was ok

i was not actually missing

but when that last day of sec 4 came and i knew that i have to say gd bye to the sch which i was so familar with for 4 yrs

which i spent so much time hard work effort in this sch

laugh cry joy sadness in this school

i dont want to leave this school

i just want to stay on forever with my ak

i dont wan to leave my ak

i dont want to go to a unfamilar place

when i stepped out of that sec sch the last time.

i was so sad words cant described the way i feel

when i first step into yj,

i felt so tired so out of place

all i wan is to get out of that jc as fast as possible.

and go other jc

and now i am in yj permanently and i chose that jc

the irony

now i dont wan to say gd bye to siew hwa.

cos i always hate doing so

very

but yet i have to do it

cos having and knowing her is better than not knowing and having her before

is hard to say gd bye but our times tgt cant be just washed away with time

so farewell siewhwa...

i will hold u and our times tgt close to my heart...

all the best.

when i read ur letter

i sobbed.

i was touched at it

and i miss you so much

all the best my half boiled egg, will never forget u.

there are happy times

oh, the lakehouse is soo nice

so romantic

so sweet

i love it. which is like pretty rare.

and the person i watch with just makes it sweeter

lol

i am going a bit crazy

and i am relishing all the sweetness.

LOVE.

about

you think you know me.

XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:

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