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Monday, July 31, 2006
@ 5:07:00 AM
i have never felt this way before in my life..
sooooo drained of everything
i suddenly realised i have no life after all
every weekdays, i go to school, come home, bathe then do hwk, study, then eat then study then sleep
weekends also need to study, no time to go out, no mood to go out, no energy to go out
all i want to do in the weekend is to sleep
which is something i never felt before in my whole life
i have never felt so tired before
it isnt physically
it is mentally emotionally
which cant be cured using medicines or other things
despite all the tiredness, i havent feel like giving up.
i still refused to give up
i still want to carry on my "no life"
i firmly believes that if u dont give up, you will succeed.
No one is a failure when born
i want my whole class to be promoted and be 222
nobody likes to fail.
that feeling is depressing
yet in life, there are times where u fail and you have to stand up and try again.
if u dont, u will be stuck there forever and looking at people who just pass you
if u need help to get up, ask and get help
sitting there constantly whinning will do you no good at all..
sure u have to stand up on your own, because thats the rule.
but its ok to ask for help.
sometimes when u put in effort, u may not reap gd results.
sad situation but so true.
but dun give up hope yet.
wads the point of doing all things when u give up hope after meeting with failures
nobody ever says life in jc is easy
nobody have never met with failures before
but those who met and dun give up are the ultimate winners
it doesnt matters how much failures u faced, dun give up.
and dont put things off at last minute
PROCRASTINATION..
my middle name
since i always did that ever since sec school.
noww,, i am trying to stop doing that
first thing, dont wait till the day before then study for test
dun wait till deadline is tmr, then start doing homework
even if i dun sleep, i also wan to finish wads supposed to finish by today
so that my work dun pile up.
and i hate the idea of my work piling up
really hate it
and i love the idea of clearing everything thats supposed to be cleared
the satisfactory of finishing the things that need to be done
soo nice feeling
from now, my motto is NEVER TO LEAVE MY WORK TO LAST MINUTE.
NEVER TO PROCRASTINATE
NEVER TO MAKE MY WWORK PILE UP
NEVER TO DO LAST MINUTE WORK
and of couse, my all time fave quote and motto,
NEVER TO GIVE UP WHEN U FALL
AND TO ALWAYS STAND UP WHEN U FALL AND LOOK ARD, THERE MAY BE PEOPLE WHO FALL AND NEED HELP TO STAND UP TOO, AND HELP THEM STAND UP BEFORE U GO ON.
my phrasing a bit weird but nvm i understand what i am talking about.
that is help others to stand up too in simpler terms.
the feeling of helping others is far more satisfactory than when u succeed
the feeling of everyone suceeding tgt is far more rewarding than u alone succeeding.
CTG 122, WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LETS WORK HARD!!