i was so motivated to study today
so i studied history
motivated by someone=DDD
and then when i was opening up my notes and reading it
i felt so depressed
cos i seem to feel like i am reading alien language
is not that i dun understand
but is like i cannot seem to rmb all i read
at all
then i feel so down and depressed
cos i realise i am quite helpless
in the sense that no one can help me rmb all these information
therefore i had to do it myslef
and i dun know how
ohh mann..
and then i start staring in space
and dazing
and then after realising i had been wasting precious time
i started to study
and then gt so bleary eyed that i had to stop
but i did study
so i shall be happy
and i discovered this feeling which makes me feel happy=DDD:
no matter wad i am feeling, angry sad or pissed or tired,
as soon as i stepped into my ctg venue and see my fave mbc and my classmates
all my anger sadness tiredness automatically disappeared
and i become happy again.
woooo its so nice
therefore i love to go to school
=DDD
and then i love my classmates cos they are so nice
very very nice
super nice
and sooooo friendly
thats why i feel so wonderful when i am with them
so happy=DDDD
that feeling is just so wonderful.
i love the way nat claud makes me laugh
i love the way beryl tok to me
i love the way grace and i chat.
i love the way mbc makes me feel.
the way jialiang say his lame things
the way we laugh at him
the way my class can always make me feel better
the way they make me laugh
its so damn wonderful.
and i am loving it
wohoooo
i love 122.