i feel like as if i haven blog for sooooooooooo many days
and hence, i decided to post a looooooooooonnnnnnnnggg one today
after 12 august, i was very very busy studying my southeast history...
cos my test is on 16 august!!!
study until i almost died
and welll my test as usual was......
dont talk about it
it made me feel so depressed, such a failure
and made my efforts seem so wasted.
i dun even know whats wrong
just so great that i chosen H2 history
then on 15 august!!
POPPY BDAE!!!
wohoooo SO HAPPY BELATED BDAE POP
SMILE ALWAYS=DD
AND THANKS FOR ALWAYS CHEERING ME UP WHEN I AM SAD...
UR EFFORT IS SOOO APPRECIATED=DDDD....LOL
we didnt have any plans to celebrate his bdae
then when we bout to go home
claud nat and aishah think of the bdae cake
and told me bout it
so we planned to buy an icecream cake
and i went ard smsing pple to bring 2 BUCKS!! which i dun know why cause so much probs in the end
sorry nat, u gt said by someone who i dun know wads wrong, tink we cheat their money.
then we celebrate pop bdae on thursday!!!
he feeeelllllllll soooooooo much warmth feel gan dong.
haaha
we dig in with our forks no plates no tissues
THAT FEELING WAS SUPER NICE
WE ARE LIKE SUCH A CLOSE KNIT FAMILY!!=DDD
122
oh yah funny thing in chem lecture
u know ah...blah blah..the teacher charsiew!!!
lol it was supposed to be trust you but i dun noe how it becomes charsiew
anyway me kris vann laugh thru out the whole chem lecture
like normal
lol
choir this week was fun probably becos of the cuteeeeeee song we sang..the japanese song
i feel so tire dout this week
a lot fo things going on
everyone had their own blues pinks purples greens
me included
i feel hurt when i dun even know wads wrong when u just ignore me
i mean it isnt just some one i seen on the streets but someone impt to me..
so yeah i feel hurt
but nvm i never rmb these kind of things since i am so forgetful.
and i still love ya=DDD
now finally is friday
which means i get to slp a lot
and i get to meet him
wohhooo
i just cant wait
after so much, i just need to pour out
to a different person to have a diff perspective
so vann dun say i never tell u
LOL
i need some good advice
a nice hug
comforting words
and building up my confidence which i have built up in sec sch but now disappeared
most importantly, someone by my side
and i have MBC
i have AK
i have 122
i am so fortunate
thats why i love my life.
i gt tons of things stuck in my heart
but i dun noe how to say
i dun noe how to describe
i need a secret blog
or secret journal
and of cos someone for me to spit it all out
but pple ard me have been busy
or having their own probs
and i hate to spoil pple mood
ma fan pple
add on to their probs
so i prefer to keep them to myself
then just went ard being moody
when i dun tok, and dun smile, i am just being myself in my own world.
so i am not sad
oh yah i dun know wad happen to my eye
it gets so red
i dun tink i shld wear my contacts these days
and i dun have glasses
cos i put off making them for so long
and now haiz
just so great
and i am sick AGAIN
my lymp gland is swollen
and i dun feel really well
and i need to get some sleep
before i faint..
tooddles...
=DD