i think i am seriously sick
had been having flu the whole day
and my leg freaking hurts
which i dont understand why
its not just my muscles being sore
more of like i cant walk normally without cringing
i cant go down and up the stairs without limping
i cant bend my knees without pain
ohh mannnn
whats whats whats wrong?:(

i feel hurt
i didnt mean to cause any panic or scare anyone
i only think of reminding them
only that i was reminded of it on my way to school
so i decided to go and remind them
even though its quite late
i seriously dont mean to cause anyone being scared and worried
and then realised that its for nothing
if i had a fault, i shouldnt have remind them when i wasnt sure
but then, perhaps i may be said as not reminding them??
i dont think i know what to do
so when i gt scolded or reprimanded or whatever for my reminding or lack of reminding
or my cause of panic
i feel really really hurt
hurt to the point where i had to hold back my tears:(
and let it out when i am alone
i am not being moody
its just i am reaaaaaaaaaaaallllly tired:(

u once said that we forget about u
but do u realised that we are the ones asking about whats going on in ur life
but u , for that matter didnt even seem to give a damn care about our life and whatever's going on in our life
and i really wonder whether you know that the words u said are irony
i am not picking up a fuss
it just kinda struck me today
as i was thinking,
all the while, is me who sms u whats going on
hows ur life
but i never gt that qn from
and the fact that no word of encouragement came from u today
kinda proves that perhaps that kind pf friendship we once had will never return
maybe i am oversensitive
but i dont feel that u care about whats going on
do u even read my blog?
where i read yours everytime i go online
to find out whats going on
to make sure that u are ok and happy

i couldnt find a single tag from you since some many mths back
and u was the one who said that we forget you
i dont know what more can i say

sometimes when i dont wan to go
do u ever underrstand why
is so damn freaking late like 9 pm
and i gt tons of things
i am freaking sick
oh ya thats another thing u wouldnt have known
and i am trying hard not to slack so often
and its just a dinner
i dont even have the mood to watch tv cos i am sickkkkkkkkk yesterday and today

it hurts, hurts, freaking hurts
when this happen
suddenly everything seem to be different
i dont think i know u anymore:(

i think that i am on the verge of breaking down especially in school
but now, i will still hang on

fluflufluflu bugbugbugbug
leg hurthurthurthurt:((((((((((((((((((((