apparently i am and was not ok
and i dont know why
reading some of the past entries kinda bring my mood down.
and of the fact that waking up in the early morning
also make me sad
LOL
i think i slept a lot
and still does.

past entries reminded me of how stupid and silly i was
of how naive i am and probably still am
of how ignorant and slow i was
and still am
reminded me of how i would and should not look back into the past.
no matter how tempting it is to me
and still is

i just couldnt believe how every single shit and crap is related to me
how every single fights mood arguments are linked back to me
this just shows how really pathetic u are
and after this, i dont wish to say it again
but seriously GOOD RIDDANCE:)
i think its crap