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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
@ 9:55:00 AM

i think i am dreading the fact that i had to wake up early tomorrow and from tomorrow onwards
for school

new year new year
new year eve was fun
i think i gt quite overboard
and as a result i gt a terrible hangover and a bif fat headache
even though i still went shopping yesterday:D
i never got that wasted before but i think i did that to get myself forget some unpleasant things
thanks to vann and qing making my pain more bearable
though its still there
:((


i guess i still feel a bit retarded and idiotic
and a bit totally naive
and really really hurt
and crap
i seriously didnt think i am sooo terrible in a relationship
or maybe i am
i am beginning to doubt myself
what a crap way to start a new year
what kind of person am i actually?
i dont know.

it freaking hurts
and i guess maybe i am the one who feel it
and on new year eve's, thats the worst
i need to realise what am i actually is
i need to find my esteem back
and my smile too
i need to forget unpleasant things

about
you think you know me.


XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
create &inspire.