i am seriously exhausted to the bones
not feling very well today
started today with a bad fly and stupid headache and gastric pains which lasted the whole day
hence spoiling my mood and spoiling my day
so yeah wasnt really that enthu today during orientation

yesterday was really fun
scouts camp was a damn good way to bond the teams tgt
and we gt super wet
and i drunk down some disgusting water UNINTENTIONALLY
even though i was damn thirsty and i did say that i wanted to drink
so i ended up home smelly and wet and totally disgusting
but the big point is: WE HAD FUN:D
and i seriously bonded with A5 so much
screaming
i think the water made me that unwell today
with the bloody flu

was quite tired today
so didnt had energy to play and shout with A5 sory people:(
but i did had fun with them. absolutely so much fun:)
monopoly alive was quite boring and i think is because we dont know what to do cos we werent qutite business-minded
CSI, well i had playd it before at ogl camp for trial run
but i didnt cheat by giving out the murderer
haha even though i was tempted to:)

having gastric pains for the whole day was bloody terrible
i had to fake the smile and energy even though i felt like banging the wall with my head or just groan
LOL

reading claud post set me thinking
and i realised she was right
sometimes when u are upset, u want to see some people whom would make u feel instantly comforted
when u are tired, u will feel energetic when u see some people
is that common instinct or what.

doing the cards set me thinking last night or midnight
made me realise that even though i totally hated orientation last year
i love it this year
and i think the biggest reason is because i am the ogl
i am kinda responsible for bringing up the spirit
or perhaps fully responsible
have i become more active
or whatever

i never like to take anything i had done in the past back
i never like to regret my decision
even if i do think that it is quite flawed
i think not turning back is always the correct decision

i am sorry:(