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Friday, July 14, 2006
@ 11:36:00 AM

i am so screwed
my block tests...
man i gt a feeling i gt a possibility of getting retained
someone pls save me
i gt a new phone btw
and yeah went out later to see someone lol
and yeah tok and tok
and i kinda feel quite bad
i made someone feel insignificant
and i dun even know it
haiz feel so bad
but somehow i did not do anything wrong
its just the way i am
yet somehow i accidentally hurt someone
and yeah my mood gt just dashed by many many words
even though he trying to look nonchalant
but i guess the harm is alrdy done.
and i dun know how to amend
kinda feel so failure
haiz
i suddenly realise i need to be more happy
cause i dun really wan to bring down the mood of anything
i dun wan myself to spoil anything
yet i dun know how to stop myself from being not happy
kinda dumb me
"sometimes i hurt pple without even knowing that."
"i am trying to put my smile back on my face again."

about
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XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
create &inspire.