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Saturday, July 08, 2006
@ 1:25:00 PM

i dun even know what the hell is wrong
i am so lost in school today
why suddenly i feel like i am in a dream
wad the hell was wrong
god i shld stop worrying about it
but i am now worrying my butt off
for sth i dun even know
this is just great
just great when i thought that i gt nth to worry about
my whole life is full of worry
and it sucks to the core
and i sucks
i feel like just sleeping forever and not waking up
wad for wake up??
it just be worry and worry or lost
i always feel lost
maybe coz i am wols
yah and dumb too
lol
i am just feeling so downright down dumb
should just go to hell
sleeping forever sounds so good to me now
i am so tired
but it is more mentally than physically
god i feel so hurt
so damn stupid
i dun even know why i feel that way
things are piling up way too high
up to my throat
and i cant breathe
i really sound like some person whu is going to crash
lol
is just ...
i feel so alone
u know emotionally
need some one to teach me wad to do
someone to rescue me frm dun noe wad
i feel so bloody nowhere
kinda stuck AGAIN
i need to have a life
like my sec school lif
god i NEVER EVER even think about this things
in sec sch
any fault or wrong
is straight to my face
i like it kinda
at least i never worry
and i never had any problems in sec school
why why why
haiz
maybe i sucks now
lol
ok i go and cry,scream and kill
ciao

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xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
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