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Friday, June 09, 2006
@ 12:25:00 PM

why when i am happy, something must come and burst my bubble
i dun understand
things change so much
my life changed
i am feeling upset for i dun noe wad reasons
oh yah and THAT of coz
pple start to drift away frm me
and i dun wan that to happen
i tagged send testimonial
and i gt none written
no testi returned
no reply returned at all
u noe like i not even exist at all
and is damn hurtful
did not noe that i am so bloody insignificant
ok so i was actually nth at all
even smaller than a ant
i am so small
so useless
i dun noe how to even clear up all this
i feel like shutting myself down
i feel like crying
no matter wad i do, nth will change
i will still be so insignificant
and i will be the only one whu cares and get upset (and vann too)
i dun noe
lost empty
sad
hurt
disappointed
my heart is at somewhere but i dun noe how to find it back


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XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
create &inspire.