i am feeling a bit sick of all this
i mean my temper is about to give way to i dun noe ,rage or frustration
maybe its juz my hormones
but seriously, i am getting tired of it
i try not to bring down anyone's mood today by making an effort to smile
not giving them wad my actual mood is
but it seems quite redundant
coz i still get the treatment back
so somethingi do juz not worth it
the only ting worth happy is that all is fine
but still a part of my heart is tired
frm all this crap
i mean i am so high and happy
but the feeling disappears
and now i feel a bit lost and confused and maybe hurt
coz my feelings are somehow not cared at all
coz i am not worth the care or taken for granted
or i am juz bloody insignificant
sick of all this
i really wonder did i make the right choice
i mean all the while i think i did
that i have no regrets
and i still tink so
but it juz gets worse
and i get more and more annoyed
more and more not knowing wad to do
i mean really it juz proves wadeva i do juz adds up to nth
so i might as well juz die off and not do anything
at least there is still someone whu appreciate wad i have done
my dear kopi-o!!
lol
love ya
mbc rox ah
ak rox ah
i shall slp and maybe tmr will be better
=D