i realised sth
relations do changed after a while(vann i tink u noe wad i am saying)
and i dun like it
i dun like things to change
i wan them to stay the same
to me everytime it changes
it hurts
badly
and i cant stand the pain
so everytime this happens
i will sulk
cry
vent it out
coz i dun understand why did it changed
why did it happen
wad have i done bloody wrong
i sux..
thats wad i tink alwaes
and i will feel damn empty and lost
everytime i am happy
something muz burst my bubble
i hate things to change
relations changed without a warning
that freaking hurts
i wish i could just shut down the pain
u noe, shut down myself for a while like a computer
i dun tink i care so much now
it had gotten to a point where i had alrdy known that wadeva i do juz adds up to nth
coz nth will bloody change
and i dun wan to hold on to things that wont changed
that dun deserved my efforts
and time
its just not worth it
of coz it damn hurts not to care
and i pained
but is better in the long term
at least i noe my dears will be there for me
always
ak mbc classmates(claud!!!)
i am really grateful
very
i had a wonderful time today
it set me thinking all the stupid arguements i got into with u..
not worth it now
sorry dear=D
and i understand now
for tolerating me thank you dear
for doing anything for me
big small medium
thank you
for even wasting ur time to shop with me
thank you
to tok to me for so long
thank you
for counselling me
thank you
and for bringing me so much fu
THANK you
dear=DDDD
LUV
LUV VANN KRIS SIEWHWA
we had so much fun today
wheeeee
i luv them so damn much
i am grateful and thankful in my life now
thank dears=))))<3