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Thursday, June 01, 2006
@ 10:59:00 AM
i am being kinda random here
bear with me
i realised that sometimes when some pple look at things
they always look at things in their own perspective
and they expect pple to look at it that way too
a bit ridiculous
and a bit insensitive
but who am i to judge anyway?=D
lots of thoughts had been in my mind for this few days
i was frustrated in my last post
yet when i wake up this next morning
i ws happy and carefree
my frustrations disappear
i guess sleep does wonders to me
i realised it doesnt matters wad i feel or how angry i am
at the end of day
my feelings towards pple wont changed
because i mainly just forget about it
because i am so damn absent minded
lol
i realised i love yj choir now
sure it may not be that similar to amkss choir
but during the arts fusions rehearsal on sat
i realised that i miss singing in a choir
i miss standing on the stage
that pride and happiness to sing and stand on stage to perform
i bloody missed that feeling
and yes i am now so into yjc choir
=DDD
i realised that i am not that tense anymore
i learn to just stop worrying about everything
so scared that i have to think so hard before i even open my mouth
that is the past
is the good or bad? i dun even know myself
is just i am just not caring so much into everything
and that makes my heart lighter i guess
so is good=D
aj band is bloody cool
i watch the concert last nite
damn bloody good
woahhh
and i luv xiangling and huimin
they are so great
LOVE U GUYS
and yah i realised
when u are really good and best frenz with someone
it doesnt matters how much u fight with her or how she annoys u or how u annoy her
at the end of the day
the frenship wont changed and u and her will still be as close as previous
and the fights will be forgotten
and when u saw her
all sadness all frustrations of her all anger towards her will just immediately disappears
because the frenship is too strong to be broken because of these minor things
no matter how much u get angry at her
it will be forgotten after a few hours or a day
I LOVE MY BESTIE AKA VANNN LOADS
thanks bestie for enduring every shit of me
every temper of mine
every annoying thing i do
everytime i made u angry
u never hold it against me
these all applies to ak too
and mbc and in fact everyone in my life
THANKS=D
u all made my life and mould me into who i am now
=))))
about
you think you know me.
XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy.
(:
about
you think you know me.
XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy.
(: