i.am.very.irritated.

and i bite.
at times.
very very hard.

you know,
once you seen the way i blow up my temper
(actually none of my friends have seen it, i repeat NONE. becos i reserved it for special erm moments, those really infuriating moments.)
you will forever think twice or thrice or actually one million times before wanting to see that again.
you know, this comes from someone who knows me like well, me.

and from that someone who irritates me cos its accidentally forgotten.

oh well,
people do make mistakes.

okay nvm,
i am still irritated,
but its okay now.


i just ate one whole slab of chocolate
unknowingly.
what happen to my i-must-keep-thin motto?
ohwell, i am never going to keep to that.
come to think of it, i ate moss burger two days ago at freaking 10pm.
and i ate all the junk food just now and dinner.
consecutively.

i am obsessed with the many blogs.
okay.

i feel better.
very better
after the chocolate.
and the bloody funny song.
you are forgiven(:

i got myself a new book
its called THE MEMORY KEEPER's DAUGHTER.
think nat has it.

ever since i restarted this job,
i have been reading a lot.
i dont know why.
its this period where i absolutely love to read.
read like two jodi picoult book,
the pact and mercy,
i totally love the books written by jodi picoult.
its so well written.
damn damn nice(:

i like to stuck at home
and read.
spend the whole day on my bed, reading mags and books.
i just did just now(:
it feels, calm and sane.
like myself finally.

like how i think i lost myself this year.
totally lost.
not that usual weird cheery girl last year.
guess you are right, nat.

too much unhappiness.
friends. relationship.work.studies.
lack of life.

but its gonna changed.
change.
back to my old self.
(:

the final match is on monday morning lah.
okay i am going to be so bleary eyed on monday.
sorrry buddy.

i am back to reading all the blogs.

okay,
dont irritate me too much
dont push me to the limit.
seriously.