okay i dont hate myhair that much
but still hates it.
LOLOLOL.

i realise i am a super weird person.
like i dont know seriously why i am so close to someone
like i dont talk with people i am not close with mah
so there must be something that makes us close so that i can ramble on and on
but i can NEVER rmb what is that something.

dont know why leh.
like i not close with my buddy
never talk de
then suddenly we talk a lot and become close
and i dont know why.
or what happen to make us click.

like i wasnt close with vann in sec 1 or 2
she said she dont like me la
HAHA.
then all of a sudden i super close to her in sec 3 and 4
ohhh i know! the maths and eng lessons
and our regular friday SHOPPING!
wahlau i miss it man.
the friday meetings where we run to catch the bloody slowpoke bus.
then cursing the bus cos its damn slow
or i was cursing lah.

then we become BESTIE
heheh the greatest thing in my life:))

then i dont know why i become so close to nat and claud and kris
i rmb first three months, me and kris wasnt close
then suddenly BOOM
we super close become kopi-o and jam.
damn weird.

then nat and claud
we werent close in jc 1
cos we were two diff cliques
then suddenly after OGL or something became close with nat.
become ppg

claud.
i cant rmb when is it
maybe its cos we two are virgos
hence similar to some extent.
but we do talk a lot
through smses
and then face to face.

wah i cant rmb which exact incident make me close to them.
but i am super glad whatever incident is it, it happened:))))
how do i live without them?:D
LOLOLOL.



i find it weird
everytime someone says that i am quiet
like quiet leh.
who in the world who knows me say i am quiet or sane?
or soft spoken
or prim and proper.

that person obviously do not know me at all.
actually
i have little things that people dont know bah
which is why its always damn hard for me to say HEY I AM ACTUALLY A WILD AND LOUD GIRL.
damn different from the way you look at me.

then not really comfortable to tell people
you dont go telling people how many times you went toilet right?
haha okay a rather wrong example
but want to say its personal lah
i think the people also dont want to hear
cos if it was me, i dont want to hear loh.

claud was smsing me weird really personal stuff that not even vann ask me
HAHA
and i replied her in a weird way
that i normally dont talk about it
cos its weird
and i am sure vann or anyone wouldnt like to hear it leh.
LOLOL.

i talk differently with different people i realise.

like vann
is anything under the sun
be it personal problems
gossips
bitching
angry words
random things like weather food music
shoes shopping clothes
you get the idea

then claud
more of in depth talk
personal talk
problems
and our different characteristics

nat
is problems
and jokes and jokes

twin
jokes problems
and super random nonsensical things
like FD 3 for example
HAHA

actually i talk randomly to them de leh
just pop out of nowhere to start talking

and my buddy
ahah school stuff
err bitching about weellll.....
and weird stuff.

see?
iam like super random
and can talk about anything leh.
so why am i finding it hard to talk to people i dont quite know
super weird
i guess its cos i took damn long to open up
but then i took a few weeks to open up to buddy leh.

okay i am certified weird
which i already am lah.
sooo
haha

i neevr click with people cos of common interest de leh
like i never click with guys cos of soccer.
actually i know why
COS THEY ALWAYS THINK I LIKE SOCCER COS OF SHUAI GE
okay i do lah at first cos of beckham
which i still think he is ultra major sexy and shuai.
but from the start i support clubs cos they are good.
good as in skilled.
i dont go support the whatever team beckham is in just cos he is in.
even though yes i support england cos he is in
but thats different lah.

but the bottom line is i dont support manu cos they got shuai ge
i mean sure some are shuai of cos.
duh.
but not cos of that reason lah.
cos they are just freaking good
okay sometimes maybe not
(that bloody match with barcelona which ended up being a draw and made me slept for only 3 hours and i ended up dead working with lack of slp and then cut cheque and look tired)
but still
okay i am just damn disturbed
cos this is like the dontknowhowmanytimes i have been ask this: cos of ronaldo right or any shuai ge?
then me being me, i dont know how to explain.
HAHAHA.
so just leave it.

see lah how to click with this

haha
why am i talking about this i also dontknow
see the power of being random?
which is what i am doing to my buddy and claud.
right now
haha.

okay i am weird.
how many times have i say this?

i am so not sleepy loh
even though i am having this damn erxin headache
which i need to go check with the doctor
cos its been there for dontknowhowmanydaysorweeks le

and i need to work early tmr
and with my new shoes
haha
and ot tmr
cos its about end of the month
rahhh
but its okay cos the company is great( i mean my buddy not the company as in the company)
you get what i mean.


okay my mum is nagging at me to sleep
cos i would grumble the next morning if i ddint get enough sleep
and rush around
to get ready
and she.hates.it.
fullstop.
HAHA


i ramble on and ramble again.
buddy will say i got long post again.
HAAH

i will go dream of pleasant things
strawberries
ice cream
shuai ge
ehhh
pooh bear:)