woah i paaaass my history after only attempting to write one and half a qn
unfortunately that is my IH paper
and i wished my SEA paper wasnt disastrous, at least a 24.
PLEASE:(

things happening these few days
which made me tired and a bit odd
and moody

oh and one thing which i suddenly rmb:
i dont hang by my phone or stand next to my phone all the time
whether i am home or out
so i dont reply immediately when u sms me
as i said, i dont tie myself to my handphone with a ribbon or rope
or anything for that matter
so hence there will be a waiting period until i replied
so dont go biting my head off when i dont reply IMMEDIATELY when u sms me
like one second?
or one minute?
or even one hour?
cos if u do that to me, that is biting my head off, i would very gladly do that back to you
which means doing something i seldom do, biting and screaming
and that will not be a pleasant scene, trust me:)

back to my things that happen
sometimes even though i understand that somethings are right,
but that doesnt mean that they have to be said
or maybe thats just the way i am used to think
of cos we dont say the wrong thing, but i would think that we said the things that best fit the circumstances and with other people's feelings at heart


communication is the key as usual
communicate people, communicate.


prelims is weeks to go
and i am still stuck in front of the com
haha
got to get my butt off the chair and start working


yesterday asp was rather ridiculous
we spent close to 45 mins to do one esssay outline
which of cos ended up being me ritty beryl baqi chatting non stop
and then mr tay came in at 415pm
flash the answers andw e copy while listening to him
and by 445, asp finished
so we just had half an hour of asp

today asp was hilarious
the doraemon !
and i jumped from mr lim class to mr wong class
which according to claud, cos i missed kris nat and van
and of cos, i feel bad about leaving claud alone
dont worry claud, i also misssed you while i was at lt2
muahs:)

relieved something from my heart to kris during chem asp
which reminded me again of that incident
kris asked me to go ask about what happened and whats wrong
but for me, i prefered to forget about it( well, i tried but failed madly)
cos well since somethings have changed, and apparently since dont know when, i am hated or disliked
for whatever reason that i cant really comprehend( cos i dont think i did anything wrong, in fact i am sure)
and i know that it just cant be salvaged
no matter what
i am rather timid, the actual reason i didnt go and ask
was cos i was scared, i dont want to know the reason cos i know its gonna hurt
terrribly
i rather forget about it and just do the exact same way as her
it hurts
i admit
it does
but as pop says, time will heal:)


weekends nearing
cant wait to sleep
haha


i guess i am letting go of balloons:)

if that is the way she wants.