wahhh
chem...
an S to me just doesnt sound great esp since i almost tore the whole tys apart.
the huge amt of time i spent doing tys and reading my notes
go where ah?

at least i am relieved that i pass bio
so something for me to be able to breathe a sigh of relief
worried for history
its like no matter how hard i studied, it just dont show the effort i put in
the huge amt of time
the no. of braincells killed
all my tv time sacrificed
all my sleep sacrificed
the memorising skills i put into practice
it just never shows the effort
demoralising from the moment i start doing the paper
whyyyyyyyyyy do i waste my time , i ask myself
idiot blocktest

and i really hope i would at least pass my gp if there is a miracle
or at least pass my essay
scolded again for my grammar is definitely not on my agenda


blocktests are super demoralising, for me at the very least
before the tests, u thought u studied everything and u knew everything
then when u went to sit for the paper, u realised u knew nothing
no foundation not able to remember
and thats when u start cursing
and believe me, throughout the whole chem paper 1 and 3, and the history paper,
i keep repeating this: "shit lah shit die le die le lah wahlau."
LOL
skipping qns never felt so demoralising before
and not being able to write just sucks
i rather have not enough time to write, than to have too much time to stone
that is just WRONG
and when i cant do the paper
i start fidgeting
move here and there
sit up and then slouching and then sitting up again
twirling the pen
shaking my legs
crossing and recrossing my legs
while cursing.

i can only blame myself, for all those results

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

study study
oh i can organise for sat breakfast:)
haha

STUDY
222, jiayou:)


last wed
went out shopping with vann
and at the end i bought only one shirt
well better than nothing
and that trip was damn funny

today's bio asp was damn funny
all cos of vann
haha cant stop laughing
" p is smaller than the value, so p bu shuang the value and reject it."
somehow when she say it, along with her that kind of expression,
it totally cracks me up
LOL

and we had apples with our names written by ritesh
the apples were given by miss irene lim
and even though its small, i like it:)

oh and we had a interesting chem lecture today
haha and i was busy laughing as usual
our chem teachers are always entertaining
esp mr lim
LOL


ohhhhhmannnnn, why am i like so drained of energy
i think i yawned like 15 times
after eating my dinner
to think that i wanted to watch more tv
to make up for the loss during blocktests period

ohhhhh shitttttt
i am running out of shields for the bullets
LOL

tatas:)