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Thursday, March 08, 2007
@ 9:28:00 PM

suddenly i realised something
nobody understands me
not even myself i think
and it kinda sucks
cos it seems as if nobody cares to do that:(
going through a moody phrase

sometimes it sounds really irony
when one starts complaining about something which is started by that very person
i dont know whether i gt the right to feel irritated
or the right to feel pissed
but i know i am today
and apparently i am super slloooooooow
cos i only think of it like one hr after it happens
LOL
i am sloooooooooow i know
but not something i can change

i think i need a air tight bag to keep secrets LOL
cos apparently it seems as if i cant tell anyone

i am pissssssssssssssssed irritated moody
maybe i am oversensitive
but i feel used:(
and thats not the first time i have been feeling that
somehow i cant change the way i feel
cos i do have feelings

i dont know who am i now:(

about
you think you know me.


XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
create &inspire.