i guess the stress is mounting.
super super heaping up

guess i wasnt immune to it when i thought at first i was
wasnt feeling really stressed
it was until the chem lesson when i felt it
thats when my mood went spiralling down

i finally knew how to make heart using straw
wohoooooo
thanks to idiot pop
hahah
he said i am dumb
LOL

history test tmr:(
i think its to the point where i know that i am just going to fail no matter how much i study today
and its depressing
cos that means my hard work doesnt matters anymore
:(

i dont know how seriously am i going to pass my history block test in march
getting really very worried:(

its stupid yes i know
but i wonder why in the big fat world did i take h2 history for?
:(
i try to be optimistic
and try so hard
bt its hard when it dont yield anything:(

i dont know whether is it seriously something gd or bad
or am i too paranoid
maybe i was too scared to take it up after the failures
i think i need moreeeeeeeeeeee time
to i dont know what
but yes i do feel it:)

u still owe me ah my present
better give it to me tmr:)
i am waiting

that jiahao now owes me one million favours
better return to me soon
:)

i shall go and study for history
even though i will fail and come back for sssp:(