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Sunday, December 17, 2006
@ 9:20:00 AM

i am finally back from camp
was getting a bit homesick
haha


i thought about a lot of things in camp, when i am home
i am going to throw away unwanted memories
unwanted relationship
unwanted stuff
i dont need a relationship to beautify my life cos its already beautiful
i dont a relationship to complete my life
cos its already complete
i have friends, i have 122, i have ak, i have mbc, i have a ton of things
i have vann, kris, minn, siewhwa, claud, net, grace, jialiang, qingg, brown, xl, cl, huimin, joyce.... and the list goes on and on.
it isnt a b ad thing
perhaps one day maybe, we will look back and laugh at how silly we are.
i dont need to be constantly bothered by this.
i think i have more sad times this year than happy time, probably vann can testify to that
i dont want my life to turn out this way
so therefore,i am letting go:D
and hope everything turns out well
thanks for everything u taught me and for being so wonderful
:D


ok basically camp was fun
and i was surprised by how i feel
kinda miss it a little
but i missed my bed too
lol
when i went there first day
i wanted badly to just go home
i wasnt i the same grp with vann
we gt splitted
and i grumbled that to her every single hour
and i felt damn lonely and small that day
especially in the morning and afternoon:((
lucky i made new friends in the late afternoon
and so i finally can talk
lol
the hostel room was oh so dirtttyyy
i never seen so much dirt and dust before
in my life
haha
but still the key was fun
i kept pressing it
lol
and realised that the hostel allowed us to charge our handphone
haha
i know i am a bit idiotic
meals were ok
they were quite tasty actually
LOL
and my group people are nice:DD
they are friendly and i guesss make me feel not so lonely
DD
even though i wasnt that friendly
i had total fun with van
picnic in my room
and she constantly slapping me, refusing to let me sleep
haha
sooooooo fun:D
our cgl is super super super nice:D
and sweet:D
with her sweet msg:D

oh man, i cant believe i am missing them
afterall i was complaining so much at first
and block tests are coming
argh
and i haven finished up anything yet
i slept the whole day today till 3 pm
LOL
tired tired
tata...
i am fine really:DD

about
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XINYI (:
xnn, with a small amount of weirdness,
a big amount of clumsiness, always so blur,
a great loving for sleep, a major loving for shopping, chocolate, fishballs and strawberries
the always blind as a bat, deaf as idontknowwhat,
speak without thinking, do without thinking,
forever dumb and short, never uses her claws
but then again, it still makes her happy. (:
create &inspire.