i dont like to be accused
do rmb

sometimes some words cant be said
because its ultra sensitive
but sometimes people dont seem to know

its kind of tiring
to be out there in the world
facing a whole lot of crap
my patience limit is almost reaching
just a few more
sometimes when i step out of the world
and retreat to a place where there is yourself and only yourself in it
its peaceful its calming its wonderful its oh so treasured

sometimes i love to just stay fixed at one corner of my house( which is oh so small)LOL
and just daydream or stare blankly into space.
its really a luxury to me
since time seems to be lacking.

i am slowly turning into a loner
LOL
i think being alone makes me sane
hahah

qingg
its ok.
i know u are feeling otherwise
but its partly my fault
i didnt tell you what i feel and instead i kept it inside
you didnt neglect me
the only thing is well you didnt read my blog.
but its ok, darling.
i dont hold anything against you
becos we are best friends
we understand each other so well
and we always have fun tgt
i wont forget that
and best friends dont hold grudges.
rmb what u promise me yeah?
i will be there when you need me:D

what kind of "friend" is considered friend?
a friend who is always there, is tolerant, is sensitive is the most perfect person?
there will be no such person in this world
everyone has flaws
its only when u could come to terms with your flaws,
then u could be a great friend
not a perfect friend since there is no such one
but being a great or good friend or just friend is good enough

ok why am i rambling on and on about this?
LOL
today is amkss prom night.
that means that well i am lonely
haha
and vann went to orchard
shld have gone with her:C

today is a tiring day
:C