i am totally out of my mind today
gt the feeling that i wasnt behaving like my usual self today
lol
this is when i did not get enough sleep
oh yah today is
JIAHAO BDAE!!
HAPPY BDAE!!!
pls stop being so evil
LOL
i spent the whole day yesterday doing nothing
except fooling ard
and then taking some bloody pics
which is sooooo retarded
no way am i going to upload it anywhere
lol
anyway yesterday was fun
the fun part being i got to totally relax
which is soo hard to come
today was boring
lessons lectures
everything
and once again i decided not to do my history essay
which is so typical of me
when will i ever change to stop doing it
which sounds so stupid since i was the one that made that decision.
but i guess my work wasnt so bad
at least i pass up my bio hwk POPPy
=DDDlol
i feel like i am quite different
i feel like i am a changed person.
i would not tok freely bout my problems like i used to
i choose people to tok to bout my problems now or my soft toys
i need someone who would not doubt me who would willingly sit there and listen to me drone on and on
who could not criticise me and would make me feel better
and i tink i find that person=DD
nat claud jialiang jiahao who console me when i was sad
vann for always being there
kris who always manage to make me feel so much better
minyi who makes me laugh
siewhwa who just makes me feel so cheerful
grace who i always chat with and tok about everything to handsome guys
lol
beryl who is my wonderful history mate
and sooooooooo many people
ak who has seen me so shit so happy so sad
who has been with me thru so many things i cant even count
thanks people
u would never know how iam so grateful to have u guys
wohooo
now i feel my life is great
and I AM CERTAINLY NOT A LAZY GURL
U LAZY BASTARD=DD
and dont dare post the pics up
bleah......
:)))
toodles