i got one thousand and one things to rant.
and its all cos of work.

why whywhy customers are so irritating annoying and got no manners at all.
were they being taught manners?
i highly doubt so.

i get scolded by customers on a daily basis.
like eating medicine.
lol.

i realised how stupid I was.
Did i really think that they will be nice?
or they wont push the blame to me?
did i really think that everyone will think like I do.
i forget that the world is such a realistic one
and that one should think for oneself first.
but then again, i dont think this is correct.
but then who am i to judge for other people.

i forget that when problems arise, most hurried to make sure they are covered and push the blame around to keep themselves safe.
i forget how naive and stupid i was before and make the same mistake again.

but then again,
do i really want to be like them?
no. i would never choose to be like them. i rather get blamed, get scolded, get sacked than to push the blame to someone. maybe its cos i have not been in that situation before. maybe.

i am glad that i am not like them.
I am glad that even though I might sound stupid, I am much more happier.

I am glad that I got the chance to learn before it is too late.
i ought to learn to be more careful.

i hate to take public transport at two timing, the bloody morning and the bloody evening.
damn packed.
people pushing pushing pushing.
as if you know if you push hard enough, the people will fold up into tiny pieces so that there is more space.
wait for next train pls.
then the people cant wait for others to get off the train first.
and they obviously think i am invisible cos i dont think they see me.
push push push.
i want a car!!!!

today is the suay-est day.
i thought i was alrdy unlucky, cant get any unluckier.
but i was wrong.

i kicked myself more than 6 times.
accidentally. my left leg kicked my right ankle more than 6 times today. now there is a cut. LOL u can laugh now.
i almost fall while walking back.
hello to the ultimate suayness okay.

is there anybody that unlucky or blur as me in this world?
booooo.

i need medicine, therapy, surgery, anything to cure this.
please. HAHA.


today sucks, thanks darls for being there! (:


so glad its finally friday.
finally can rest my overtaxed brain.
and everything.

i dont like horoscopes.
LOL.
never true.
nugget.
HAHAHA.

okay i feel happier.
much much happier.


hope sunday is coming soon! (:
meet-up finally! yay (:

love the coffee sold at my company.
damn strong.
LOL.
instant alert! (:

tired tired tired.