like i say, people i know are weird. except ak and 222.
lol and some others lah.

i obviously has a please feel free to talk to me in whatever ways you like
cos people i know for less than 2 days talk to me in the same manner xj or pop talks to me.
exactly the same way.
makes me wonder why. do i just give off the feeling? haha.


i couldnt express how i really feel.
because i was not good with words.
feelings i feel damn strongly about,
turns into nothing when i talk of it.
makes me feel like i am making a big hill over nothing.
and i dont like it.

maybe thats the reason why i dont like to speak of my problems, my sadness and my worries.
cos i dont know how to express it clearly, and i dont want to make it sound like i am creating problems for the sake of creating. i dont want to do any injustice to my problems, worries.

most of all, i dont want to spoil anyone's moods along with it.


but you know that feeling is very suffocating.
and many times, i feel like i am going to explode.

and then i always get my hopes up high,
and then watch it all destroyed
and i get more upset.

and then the cycle repeats again and again.