i got so much steam i neeedd to blow off badly.

i dont understand.
is it that easy to undermine all the effort we put through?
like oh, we must have magically reached there without any effort put in.
just "whoosh"
throw some fairy dust.
wave some magical wand.

if you think that way, i think for so long alrdy, you still stuck in the same mentality.
and i really dont know what else we can do to make you wake up.

like wake up really, look at us look at the world.
its still moving, it didnt stop a single bit.
it never going to stop to wait for you to finally understand.
its not like a throwing dart game. you can throw throw and throw until you hit the bull's eyes.
its not a blaming game, you can blame this and that, everything.
ultimately you have yourself to blame.

i am just tired and sick of being the babysitter.
i am just tired of being far more concerned.

i think i shall just concentrate on what i do.
its better cos i feel like screaming people's heads off alrdy.
and i did.
i did that to my sis yesterday.
hopefully it makes her think.

i feel like banging the heads on the wall.
feel like just shouting down their throats.
but oh well, i cant. its expected.

i hate people when they say hey you are lucky leh to....
cos thats nothing to do with luck for this issue.


okay done ranting.
i super love this song(:
"can i have this dance"

i love my twin!
i got a princess shirt(:
love you many many.
(: