aprillll foooooooooooooooools' day:)

unfair loh
i bluff people,
nobody believe de leh.
boooooooooo.
haha

i am da bu si de zhang lang(cockroach).
i dont know why must use zhang lang though
so so so erxin lah
wahpiang
the legs all hairy hairy de
can fly somemore.
xi zhang lang.
HAHA:D


filing the whole day
i think i can train for muscles le.
the files all damn heavy
carry here and there
my table so small somemore
:((
rahhhh
but i used the tube today:)
damn damn cute
i watch the door close
then the whirrling sound
the tube DISAPPEARED!
like HARRY POTTER chimney

and the shredder( i thought of cheddar HAHA) damn fun also
but always stuck lah
nuuuggggggggggggget

feel like sleeping when i am punching holes.


things had finally ended
maybe not in a way i expected.
but nevertheless, it still ended.

and i feel this happiness
this relief
totally relaxed.
and very high.
guess cos today is april fools.
haha

kinda hate having to wake up early though.
sian sian sian.

thank you darlings:)
cos this thing has been bothering me for very long,
which means they are bothered too cos i ranted to them:(
so you will neevr have to hear it again
cos its oooooooooooooover:)

contrary to what claud said,
i AM NOT GOING TO TRUST MY INTUITION
or six sense
or my sensitive "feelers"
or my premonition
just i am not going to trust anything unless its white and black( i wanted to type red and black)
claud wants to trust her intuition.
but i dont want.
neevr going to.
its always wrong de loh.
or might as well be wrong.
rather be stupid than in the end hurt.


i am tired.
very tired.
work is tiring me out worse than BCS.



like i said,
itsover
it isnt sad
emptiness?

but i am able to slp better:)