oh man.
i am freaking sick today
couldnt go to work
and this is only my second day.
cant go for ak dinner too:(
sorry darls.
:((

my nose is like blocked for the whole day
breathing through my nose.

help vann to hoepfully get a job.
hope hope she get it:))

job tmr
wakey up early
i slept too much today.
bleah.

the med is making me drowsy
tired
groggy
ohh and oh so cranky.


whatever claud says rang true
i did know the results thatwill come
if it happen
and the outcome.
and i know i dont want the bad thing to happen
or whatever.
it feels so....impossible.

lets just say not only i have strong instincts
but i also know when to do what at what time.

haha
randomly again.
trying to clear my cluttered thoughts.

the only thing that makes me stick to my job is my pay.
haha the moolah.
cos i feel weird there.
cos the people either damn old.
like 20 plus
older than me
thats is.
or those same age de dont know go where to work le.

sitting beside a guy
should be happy right?
even though its not shuai like err judelaw.
but average means can. can see.
haha
but
but
we never talked.
haha
just face the computer without saying anything
with me occassionally asking qns
quite the first comer.
and i think i am the most qualified first comer.
got the looks.
ask me do something which i dont even understand
the guy sitting next next to me, which is 2 chairs away.
i dont even know he knows i existed.
one look at my face, told the person who ask to do the-whatever-thing
that i am first comer.
haha
well at least i can still ask qns
while waiting and hoping vann come to join me.
haha
please let her come.


did somethingto my phone book
ahah changed the names of my contacts
to ridiculous ones.
all while waiting for the polyclinic
waited for like one and half hour
bloody long
my nose is like crap
irritating me.
and the illness came out fanciful
upper respiratory tract infection.
and yes, it does looks and seems that err serious?
nugget bug.

feel so dead.
cant wait for weekend.
to sleep.
it feels like school now
except think school is better leh.
can chat can laugh can do a lot of things.
somemore with friends.

2 months will pass easily.
i hope.
or if vann joins, then i dont mind le:)


it takes a lot of courage to move on.
yeah:D

and i have it.