the nuggets are gone
except pop and ritty.
guess the lunch did not turn out very well.
pop sick, then wasted quite some time standing there
like usual haha.
managed to eat after like err one hour.
from 11am?
haha
guys went off fast:(
and left us girls
walking ard amk hub.
haha
amk is boring.
the feeling is weird
like there is this awkwardness.
is this what would happen when well the nuggets go NS?
oh well.
realise it wasnt just me thinking about it.
or feeling this way.
there seems to be no more that normal playful feeling or the "bullying" feeling.
ohman,
feel damn sad and disappointed.
going shopping on sat:)
cant wait.
i am so going to work.
and bomb their phone with calls.
haha.
Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
And a secret is taught, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too
Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away
Starting your fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you
Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart
Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after
No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through
To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after (I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)
Oh, for ever ever after.
wanted a fairytale like relationship too.
love.
trust
everything.
and me the dumb one
no matter how many times i keep saying i would forget
i would not think about it
i would never ever go that way.
but i did.
i still am.
not forgetting
being the dumb one, waiting perhaps?
for a person to ask me
for myself to accept.
for a new thing to start
seriously, dont think its going to happen.
cos first, the person wont ask.
secondly, there wont be any outcome.
but as usual,
me being the err stupid one?
hoping
dreaming
waiting.
i am still waiting for you to ask.
yes, stupidly waiting.
haha think i am love crazy.
just
having a terrible time trying to guess
trying to decipher.
feels like i am playing this puzzle game.
trying to guess what the oponents are thinking
and predicting the outcome.
pretty dumb huh.
haha. its true huh.
miss 222 tgt:(
sometimes
life just isnt the way you want it to be .
people whom u like, dont like you.
people whom u dont like, just like you.
things you dont like, you have to do it.
things u like, just dont come your way.
its irritating.
realise
that i am like damn weird.
upset the night before,
but the next day, totally forget about it.
pissed at a person,
after that when i see that person, i just laugh and joke with them.
forget all about the annoyance.
think i would nver get angry?
think again.
sometimes, its not that i am not angry,
but perhaps i am clever at hiding it.
i feel like some ostrich
like whenever i know i had problems, (look, claud.)
i always dug myself deeper into the sand.
like pretend there is no problems.
pretend everything is fine.
hide all the feelings i had,
then getting all upset and emo allby myself.
i just dug deeper and deeper , not talking to anyone about it
or trying to solve it.
until when its time to explode.
hha viola!
claud,
it isnt that i nevr said or do anything about it.
its just
i did.
but not believable bah.
haha
but thanks for your help darl.
i am fine le:D
blossom,
yeah we will meet up
will will.
promise:D
i want a fairytale love for christmas please.
haha.
fathopes.
shall have friends' love.
i am like addicted to candy cane.
damn addicted.
:D
bought that for the nuggets and the babes.
i am still waiting even though i want to forget.
