its
worse
when
the
efforts
dont
seem
to have
any results
when
its
like
super dead.

i dont know why i am typing like this
going mad
its so disappointing
and its just went whoosh
missing

hurhur
tiny thought: why i bother to study.
but its not right.
its not.

not in happy mood
more of like wanting to kill myself
haah but i wont
if i did, i would send the chat log to police, dont worry jh.
lol

i am saddassaddas
but i will get over it tmr:)
tmr:)

but right now
i just want to sulk
and be depressed
haha
its a normal phrase of life.

chem bio next week
the dont need to slp again routine
siannn

coffee
mocha
latte
espresso
drink altogether

my gastric is going worse
all coffee's fault
and all a's fault.
drank like 2 kettles of coffee
caffeine addict
hohoho

i feel crazy
haha

all caffeine fault
wohooo