i did sth out of my usual way of doing things
haha
i am turning mad

i am fine i am fine i am fine
all smiles:))

finish up one teeny topic of history
woah a little satisfaction
thats all for today
haha studying tires me out
makes me a bit mad.

had a weird dream last night
something about having to crawl through something to get to an apartment.
errrr i am weird.
woke up and rethink of that dream
maybe it has something to do with my height
but i dreamt of our whole class doing the same thing leh.
haha
maybe in my dream, all of them were equal height as me.

i rmb i had a dream once that i keep running in it
idiot
i also dont know what i am running
from and for
my dreams are always that weird.

to make my conscious feel better( ahhhh vann and neh, i am an idiot.)
no i am not angry, but i can get an Oscar for acting
haha


one whole pile of things to study.
and there is like two weeks only
time is running out.

forget to add something:
call me stupid vann, but i am scared
like hello? has someone been stalking me?
dao ting tu shuo also not that to the point hoh.
i am scared for i dont know what reason
for having to answer stupid things
for being scolded
for just being me
haha
i am shock, scared worried
and i dont think i dare to leave my house le
later i kena beaten up how?
later i kena scolded how
later i kena killed how
LOL
seriously, i am scared ,not for my life, but just scared and worried
i hate that feeling.
and that bigmouth.
i dont know why, but i am scared very.
worried very.
suddenly i am not that sleepy le.
:(