empty feeling

i came home not knowing what to do

spent time staring at walls
zoning out

feeling the really sad feelings
memories times

a lot of feelings gushing back
tears came back as well

it isnt the same u know
its the school time that is missed
the lectures the tutorials
the many fooling ard
during lessons
during breaks
its those that are missed
:(

ever since young, i hate separation
i have super bad adaptation skills
i cant adapt fast
i keep thinking of the past memories.
and i always have to face these
primary sch
sec school
jc life

its burdening on the heart.
i hate hate hate it.


i feel very zoned
due to lack of sleep
haha
was peeling off double sided tape last night
and felt like some factory worker
haha

k boxin with 222 today:)( or 9 of 222 including me.)
haha neoprint-ing
viola first neoprint with 222( more than half)
haha

feeling damn sian-ed
and sad sad sad
its this feeling that makes me think a lot
but i cant do anything at all
arghhhhhhhhh

:(

hey guys of 222
:)
i know u all miss us girls lah
esp when u all miss teasing and bullying us( applicable to jh xj and pop only)
but its ok de
haha
dont need miss so much:))
and and and dont worry about NS k?
wohhooo we are all supporting u all and waiting for u all to come out with the botak heads, dont worry we wont laugh:)
it will be over soon really.
promise*
for now, think about A's jiu hao, jiayou jiayou.